59 GLORIOUS POTATO I got to be aloooone Free from the tyranny of the bra Pee whenever I want All the sounds And the kitchen dances Hammertime in the bathroom Upside down pretzel positions on couch Ice cream on balcony while engaging in a staring competition with a cat I won Cat had to poop, forfeit Tante Z invited me to a granny birthday party and I politely declined Tante Rizzo (K's mama) invited me out to the beach cafe and I politely declined I'm happy to avoid sea granny politics It's sweet that they love me and think of me but they just can't accept I'm genuinely happy alone and slowly kill me with affection My joints are still achy Not as bad as before, bleeding stopped Glorious potato time is healing me My shadow startled me once but overall I've been very comfy I was ready to kill the shadow And I rolled my eyes and patted my head, it was a nice moment between me and me Acting out internal dialogue is SO FUN Pretending you're doing a cooking show Or podcasting at the wall And slack jawed heavy lidded white noise surfing pure potato potato potato time Deep brain massage I'm grateful that I can have this time here instead of running to my flat in Cairo When I was little I dreamed of digging a tunnel and making a tiny underground house (tree houses are hard to come by in the desert) Then when I grew older I wanted to be a desert hermit in a cave Now that I'm in my villain era I don't want to leave the village/city, I want everybody else to leave I'm man-spreading Soothing restful day :) |