44 almost dawn I'm craving cigarettes? What the fuck? Maybe being away from all the second hand smoke I couldn't even escape at the pool because of the lifeguards Maybe the cramps and being stuck in bed And the running Second hand nicotine withdrawal I'm not going to do it I'm so annoyed At least Maru doesn't smoke Cairo doesn't seem so bad right now No ciggies in my flat No Baba No cousins on the brink of divorce Just a giant gecko somewhere in my sock drawer I can probably get someone to help me chase out the gecko This isn't me It's withdrawal and hormones I just need to say no No I'll be swimming No I like running on my own No I cannot babysit Biso No I cannot be your marriage counselor kitty cat No I cannot chat with you Z or K or Riri No I won't be cooking That made me sleepy Finally |