Day 30 🥳 Before dawn One month! I deserve a present Can't reward myself with food And I don't want to spend too much money I'd love a massage Just sleep in a hot tub ...or in somebody's bed Ozzy would be sad But everything's so grey I feel 20 and on hold again One of his biggest regrets he said Just to play it out over and over A decade and a half later and he's still thinking about it -_- So frustrating So frustrated In uni I dated Oz and two...three? other people at the same time Transparently Now they call it ethical non monogamy or polyamory Back then I was just an unabashed slut :) He insisted we be exclusive We argued, I caved in and he freaked out 3 weeks later "Too much pressure" YOU. CREATED. THE PRESSURE. I haven't technically promised anything I'm too old for technically A slinky long haired olive-skinned just my type of -- ahem She's been liking all my Instagram posts Fasting makes people horny I don't want to make Ozzy sad But if she calls I'm done for :( |