Concerned, sun in my eyes, 29 I'm blanking on a lot of 2020/2021 I'm misremembering things Or it's just a complete void And it's creeping me out I mean I knew I was dissociating And I stopped driving And then the somatic therapy... It seems bouncy brain has a slightly sinister side This is fine 🫠There was apparently a whole week after I thought I broke up with Ozzy I vaguely remember a Turkish restaurant And I argued with German Mo, which is very odd-- he's pleasant to a fault and generally non confrontational-- zero memory of that Hopefully I haven't murdered anybody? If I have, hopefully they're terrible serial killers? It's really difficult to be a murderer in Cairo, just logistically Can't get tarps, traffic's a nightmare, there are about a million witnesses anywhere you go at any time of day or night Go me, in a way? Girl power? No? No. I know at some point I was talking to Amy a lot And then Omar And then there was the corporate gig, No first there was the school, teaching second grade They ignored covid safety precautions and I quit Then the corporate job Everything's so fuzzy How do I have burning man brain without drugs? Not one dang mushroom. --- I've been feeling uneasy about Ozzy This is fine 🫠|