Evening 24 I went out to the trendy restaurant and it was beautiful And I wanted to cry And I was so over stimulated my hands were shaking Mou and Saf are a gorgeous couple and I missed Ozzy so much They told me about when they were long distance Saf said they fought a lot I was incredulous, they're both the most Buddha like people I've ever met But Mou's eyes widened and he nodded vigorously 😊 We agreed to double date when Ozzy visits They asked me how I felt I said I wanted to propose They asked me if he'd say yes He'd say not yet But I still want to propose With a candy ring or something 😄 I miss him a lot, he's coming in May-- I don't know why I'm so impatient Saf said one of us has to make the big move I said I would It's just scary and overwhelming Once I said it things started whirring and moving My aunt in Sydney said her house is always open Ozzy was excited and sent me links and lists It's a step It's all very terrifying but I'm trying to figure it out |