Day 13 I've been lifting weights my arms are angry I did cardio too I feel fractionally less wobbly I want to have eftar with my friends my therapist is hosting a potluck eftar I don't know about that one Not because of the potluck part-- I wish more people did that here I just don't think I'm strong enough for strangers, a lot of strangers, talking about presence and movement-- can't hide around people like that tomorrow makes 2 weeks no ciggies! WOOHOO! VICTORY JELLYFISH! no my arms really do hate me mental jellyfish gentle swaying keep thinking/worrying about ozzy not a therapist. not a therapist, not my labor, not my circus, not my monkeys oxygen mask on me first then maybe I can drag him onto the evacuation slide and roll him in bubble wrap and circle him with salt |