On my birthday
Then called her a bad liar when she said my brother was standing behind me (He was) (Bad truther?) And then ate jalapeƱo peppers because my denial is more potent than culinary masochism Then stared forlornly at a new bath and body works line called "youth" while my friend mocked my melodrama and sniffed perfume Then I got a cute petit prince journal to mark my shuffling off this mortal coil with nostalgia (I love it, she knows me) Then groaned through chocolate fondue which was beautiful despite my insides screaming help, fire, end me Then turned down a Spanish poet person with a really pretty face and very ugly everything else Don't reference Rilke and be a creep Such a waste of beauty And then exes remembered I exist Then I remembered they exist Then we remembered why we forgot And then the next day I found out a gay person was bullied in my favorite women's group And reaffirmed my mantra: I dont do groups Aaaand over all, it wasnt completely crap I was surprised It's true though, it does hit harder than 30 Just skip the jalapeƱos and you'll be fine |