A silver lining? I'm running the gamut of the grief stages quite quickly Yesterday I wrote a 4 page letter on my nice stationery to give him with the ring It was bargaining. I was explaining what he could do if he cared, only to realize I'd already explained and his choice was already made I lost my mind and he phoned it in Bargaining turned into anger Anger turned into sadness Sadness turned into acceptance It's okay if I'm not worth it to him The problem was I stopped being worth it to me And I have to reclaim that He's right It's not his fault It's not NICE that he didnt say it until I was cutting But its not his fault |