How it feels to be paranoid I 100% believe every horrible thought I 100% reject every horrible thought And nothing in between I dont know what to do I don't understand how I believe they're lying but also believe they love me I suppose because I've been lied to by people who love me That's a more familiar understanding of it, of love I think the fear is more that the love is a lie That's happened too It feels like I can't turn off my head I feel sick all the time And I just want a room and Douda |