inconclusive but worth remembering everyone i know is a quiet hero and i'm a blessed sponge to be able to listen and watch i've only ever been hurt by accident i've only ever hurt by accident and i've always loved on purpose --- i was talking to a friend i'd never met on the phone who draws portraits too he drew me and i drew him and we guessed everything right, hair color, length, eye color, nose shape, head shape, everything was right i would've been more paranoid if i hadn't seen him correctly too did i make my face this way or did my face make me this way? another friend...well i think he's a friend but he's very scared of me. he was telling me about this plastic surgeon's book of philosophy that was written in the thirties. he said thirties as if he was saying dinosaur bones. but i know the questions are older. i still think we're overgrown babies that never get used to our bodies. --- i think my rational friend feels betrayed. i guess i'm lucky it was hard for me to see order in anything. |