dear tutu (paranoia), i am not a picker upper. what you are looking for is coffee--or that section in the library on self esteem. i am not somebody you need in private and flaunt in public. what you are looking for is a guarantee, there are several books that claim to give those in the library too--under theology, or maybe the manifestos of different kinds, possibly a philosophical treatise. if you make anybody feel they have to prove they love you every second of every day, at some point they will feel they wont because you don't like someone every second of everyday-- you might love them and let those bad seconds slide-- but if you keep making time stand still if you keep belaboring every single stupid petty thought someone might be entertaining about you being irksome or anything less than wonderful every single time the hint of it flashes over someones face that's what's going to count here i'll decode it all for you you cant make everyone love you all the time besides which you wouldn't want them to and if you think you do then what you're looking for are worshipers not friends or lovers. |