next spring i shouldn't speak because i don't have experience. i shouldn't love because i can't afford it. i should be busy because i owe my nice professor. i should be at home because they miss me. i should be out because i'm breaking. i think too much and over analyze. i'm warm but i'm no intellectual. i'm creative and talented but it doesn't show yet i'm going to france. i'm getting a job. i'm going to have the best sex of my life. i'm living with my parents. i'm working in cairo. i'm graduating next spring. next spring i'm graduating and next spring i have to choose i can't say yes and yes and yes i dont want to |