Overload Conference/writing program Language Midterm paper Poli sci Boys Parents Piles of rubble But mostly, the overwhelming urge/evil voice saying "FUCK THIS SHIT" It feels like...blasphemy or incest or..just WRONG for some reason I dont know The words-- even if they're interesting in other settings become not just boring but...INSULTING This always happens I get pissed and its all too much and I have to say NO. Then the breakdown. Then eventually I do it and it's easy and I dont know why I didnt just do it in the first place. Knowing better doesnt solve anything. |